here i am, again. hating the world which is hating me back. damn it. people are just too stupid and annoying for their own good.

~O~

i have had it. my brother is the worst brother, ever. everyday, he's growing more and more disrespectful not only towards me but also towards everyone in this household.

why?

first, he's made it a habit to answer back without reason. i mean, i answer my parents back but i only do that when it's necessary and when i know i am within reason. but definitely not my brother. no sir! he answers with the most annoying, most "pilosopo" answers! i got so pissed earlier that i was able to slap him. im not exactly proud about it because first of all, i don't like slapping people, and second, i just had to slap him to shut him up.

second, he brings out the worst in people. period.

third, he needs to be reminded of everything. my God. he needs to grow up.

but yes, i admit, i have to stretch my patience more. damn it.

~O~

friendship. i used to think most people knew what "friendship" is about.

how wrong i was.

gokusen's episode for today was about friendship. well, i agree with the teacher (sorry, i always mix up her name, so to save myself from shame, i called her "teacher"..haha..) when she said that people should not only be fair-weather friends. friendship is truly measured when it remains strong when challenges come or when the going gets tough and the tough gets going. i sure am proud of my friends.

but i also believe that if you truly are a friend, you should know and be aware of the limitations of the friendship. "Help" isn't always welcomed especially when you don't get the whole picture of the situation or when the person needs and wants to handle the situation by his/herself. being a friend doesn't necessarily require you to always "help" or come in aid of your friend. sometimes, you have to let them experience the hardship because people need to learn. and when you see that your friend needs your help, then that would be the time to give it to them. not that it should always be asked for; there's something we call initiative. hay.

so take note: there are things that are ought not to be meddled with. even if it concerns your friend.

~O~

watashi no inochi wa nikui desu.

sigh.

~O~

forgive me. im on ranting mode. again.

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