and what do you know. this blog published my supposed-to-be-unpublished blog entry. hehe. actually, i was supposed to update this blog two days ago. unfortunately, again, my internet card got figuratively burned out and so my entry wasn't published. and again, perhaps there wasn't a lesson learned because i wasn't able to save it in some other place. result: another blog entry gone and wasted.

when will i ever learn.

perhaps, today. hopefully.

~O~

two days ago, the news said that manny pacquiao was granted the position of sergeant in the philippine army. i actually thought - think - it weird that pacman was granted such position. i mean, the peace promotion thing is okay but to give him a position is just plain questionable. is he even qualified in terms of education?

this event is one of the occasions when i think our government is just totally screwed. some things - such as positions and stuff - are given out of utang na loob or plain fame. even when the qualifications are not met. my God. sorry, im not really that into politics but i think i know and i am quite aware of what's happening. correct me if i am wrong. but hey, that's just me.

~O~

yesterday, we celebrated my grandma and mom's birthday in advanced. my cousins, although not all, were there and my pamangkin. it was really enjoyable. we bonded and had fun. especially me because i got to spend time with my baby cousins! i missed being able to spend time with kids. yeah, i looked like their yaya. but it doesn't matter. i definitely enjoyed!

i also met my kuya pao's wife, ate che-che. she's also michelle. hehe. she's just gorgeous and witty. i think all michelle's are like that. haha! joke! hmmm. she's also invited us to their private resort in bulacan. we've agreed to come on the 19th and im really looking forward to it. although i intend to swim at night. i don't want to get a tan. (dream on jek, dream on.)

~O~

im very happy for my bestfriend, crislyn. she's finally learned a valuable lesson: to love herself above anyone else. that's on a positive note because most people mistake loving oneself for selfishness. it's more like knowing your limits. and knowing when enough is enough.

from my experience, in relationships, it should always be a give and take system. even when words are not said, you should make an effort to do your part in making it work. and if you find yourself in the situation where you are always the one who's giving, make the other party realize that you are not some 'katulong'. you ARE the GIRL/BOYFRIEND. and if you are the other party, be sensitive enough to know if you're partners unhappy already.

AND if you find yourself out of love with the person, nothing's better than being HONEST. it would be most wicked and cruel if you just leave the person hanging or leave without explanation. be courteous/respectful enough to know that the person you're leaving behind is human and has feelings. remember, what goes around, comes around.

~O~

i had another row with my mom. actually, i was the one who's mad this time. i was just sharing a chismax about kc concepcion being the mother of the supposed-to-be 3rd daughter of sharon cuneta. and she just had to react violently! like i was already killing the cuneta family. duh! i mean, i was just sharing. what was wrong with that? i was not forcing her to believe it.

sometimes, that's the problem with my mom. she just reacts immediately. my God. and mind you, she reacts violently. without holding back.

and i had a fault too. i lost my level-headedness. oh well. i guess. it takes two to tango. (huh? labo.)

~O~

aldred is cute. the perfect guy. but he just had to have that freaking inferiority complex. so he voluntarily got out of pbb.

i think of all the pyschological problems, inferiority complex is something i will never have. i mean, the occasional "humility" doesn't count. hehe. but kidding aside, i think it's all in the outlook. and the environment you grew up in. maybe aldred wasn't able to see the lighter side of things because he's been too absorbed in the darkness of his life. i don't know who's to blame but i hope he loses the complex soon. he wont be able to live life to the fullest with that kind of attitude.

~O~

pao.

thanks! hehe. i also realized that irimasu is technically for material things.

how literal could my translation get.

hehe.

anyway, thanks again.

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