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Saturday, May 13, 2006
mother earth.
9:33 PM
yesterday, "caloy" was just unstoppable. the rains were unending and so, my beloved room was filled with as much water as "caloy" could put in. my aunt and i (since we shared the room) had to clean the mess up before the time for el shaddai came. then, i also decided to throw away most of the scratch papers and arrange the useful ones. and so, i came across several letters given to me back in high school. recollection letters, retreat letters, "letters", and etc. it was pretty nostalgic.
when i read the letters, i recalled most of memories of my high school life. and several letters (from someone i wont mention) reminded me of one distinct experience (which happened during senior year) that i think i wont be able to forget. it was definitely painful, although i have moved on. reading the letters made some of the pain come back but there was nothing i could do. promises, both broken and kept, were contained in those letters; words that swooned me and blinded me from reality were there too. too bad, it was too good to last. but, as they say, it is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.
...that is why i didn't have the courage to read all the letters...
~O~
it's mother's day and this year is the only year that i didn't give my mom a gift. why? because experience taught me that giving my mom something material would just be wasting money. so i, instead, plan to just be the goody-good daughter which my mom expects me to be. haha. hopefully it'll just do the trick for the approval of my DSL. nyahahaha. joke.
~O~
i don't know if it's just idleness or im just the typical human which has a pair of X's for a 23rd chromosome. i am, again, itching to renovate this blog of mine. haha. maybe because i have finally been able to use corel draw. haha. but anyway, im still thinking about it. :)
~O~
because of caloy, i learned something from my kuya:
the world is very unpredictable.
that's why it's called "mother earth".
haha.
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