whew!

a big whew! why? because i am again here at the 6th floor of our beloved central library, savoring one of the rare moments when i can breathe freely again from all the toxicity that my nursing life is bringing me. hehe.

these past few days, sleep has also become rare for me. four hours of sleep has become decreased to three because of the added work loaded upon us. and tests have become more frequent, as in it has become burdens of everyday and the thing is, it's hard not to study because failure will surely come upon you if you dont study. and so, hard as it is, perseverance and determination are the only ones i have against what we call "katams".

~O~

ethics is one useless subject - a waste of time and units especially if your teacher is as boring as mine. we call her junie (her nickname) - the demented teacher who'll put you into deep slumber if you have no control over your circadian rhythm. ethics was supposedly interesting. unfortunately, as i said, it has become useless because our teacher, although honored with a masters in bioethics, doesn't know how to deliver it in a way that you can learn and at the same time enjoy it. that's why im finding it useless and a waste of time. guh.

anaphy and funda are two of the most interesting and enjoyable subjects i have. ma'm luy and ma'm ignacio are good teachers and although their subjects are hard to teach and learn, they seem to do it effortlessly.

another useless, and not to mention boring, subject is CHN. that's community health nursing in which you are taught of the things you should do in the community services. it's actually like the community development we had back in high school. unfortunately, it has become more boring because all we do all throughout the 3-hr subject is stare at the powerpoint presentation made by sir loa, who honestly, doesn't really know how to make the subject interesting (like junie). another sleeping time for us.

my RLE is great, including my groupmates and clinical instructor - ma'm piodo. yesterday, we were having the return demo for administering injections. carelessness gave me 4 accidental punctures to my left hand alone. i bled a lot - which wasn't surprising but fortunately, i still had the strength to perform the activity with my partner, iver. hehe.

all of my other subjects are so-so. like my english which is taught by one scary, and unpredictable teacher - ma'm amongo. she's pregnant, btw. and she's absent that's why i got the chance to update my blog. haha. micro-para is also so-so because although the teachers give us test every meeting, the topics are well-explained and articulated well.

~O~

lovelife time. haha.

twaw. this name has become familiar to my classmates because he's one special guy for me right now. but there's no relationship yet (not that im rushing) just simple expressions of intentions to have one. haha.

~O~

yesterday, i was really problematic that i shed i few tears. maybe i was just stressed out and really tired. but anyway, thanks to the good hearts, and ears, of my beloved classmates: ellis mah labs and mama efraim for being there for me when i needed company. :)

~O~

the song 'girlfriend'

by kamikazee

is nyc.

really nyc.

:)